Prizka Airianiain. Scattered Sunset s Satires. Penerbit Nida Dwi Karya Publishing

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1 Prizka Airianiain Scattered Sunset s Satires Penerbit Nida Dwi Karya Publishing

2 Scattered Sunset s Satires Oleh: Prizka Airianiain Copyright 2013 by Prizka Airianiain Penerbit Nida Dwi Karya Publishing Desain Sampul: Prizka Airianiain ikeyz.deviantart.com keyz_bbungabunga@yahoo.com ISBN Diterbitkan melalui:

3 Another April project. I present this for those beautiful souls that i can call best friends, especially you, yeah you, Thank you for helping me collecting my scattered souls among scattered sunsets with your smiles, Thank you for being there when i filled with nothing but satires. Don t ever trust anything I express A picture, a poem, a word, a gesture, a glance It s always more than it should be, It s always less than it should be,

4 Contents CONTENTS 4 KATAKOI NO TSUKI 8 YOURE JUST A NAME 10 WAITING ANOTHER BETRAYING SUN14 PASS THAT GATE 16 BEAUTIFUL MOON 18 WALK IN OUR SHOES 20 HAPPINESS 22 TRUSTING TEN OF A THOUSAND 24 CRAVING HAPPINESS 26 MISSED THE TRAIN 28 AUGUST LULLABY 30 FINDING THE WORD UNSEEN 32 FRAGRANCE S A TIME MACHINE 34 ROBOTIC PROFESSIONALS 36 CHRONOPHOBIA INSOMNIA 38 EITHER BLIND DUMB OR NUMB 40 FORGET TO REMEMBER 42 TRUCE OF OCTOBER 44 TURNING B[ L] ACK 47 A.. AA A 48 FRAGMENT 50 NEVER ENDING MANIC 52 DRIPPING MELODIES 54 BE GRATEFUL 56

5 CONSTANT BATTLE 58 TONIGHT, JUST FOR TONIGHT 60 WANT TO KNOW 62 LAGI 64 SWEETEST PRESENT 65 I AM BUT YOU MIGHT NOT 66 THERE YOU ARE 67 BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE 70 FLOWER S DYING 72 ONCE CRAVING SUN 74 STAINED PALETTE 76 I KNOW BUT 77 CONCEPTUALLY 78 MILIKKU KEMBALI 81 CONTEMPLATING 82 I M STILL 84 AN EXPRESSION 86 IN OR OUT 88 AS DO 90 I LIKE ICE CREAM 91 MEMINJAM BAHAGIA LAGI DARI SANG MAHA, BOLEHKAH? 92 SKETCH FOR YOU 94 BISIK HUJAN LAGI 96 JUST LIKE THAT 98 WHAT AM I LEAVING WHEN I M DONE HERE 99 SEKAKU AKU 104

6 CHOOSE 106 TELL ME A LIE 107 MAGICAL YEAR 109 NAMA BERISI TIGA 111 DEAR BEAUTIFUL DANCER 114 SERINGKALI SEHINGGA 115 TRY SO HARD 117 SOLACE OF SIMILARITY 119 SOMEWHERE IN A DREAM 121 ARE THE SAME NOT THE SAME 122 BEAUTY IN FACE OR BEAUTY IN ESSENCE 123 HE SHE WILL BE 125 THESE FILTHY HANDS 126 EKSPLOITASI 129 I M HOME 130 UNDOUBTLY DIED 132 AT TIME LIKE THIS 134 REASON TO LAUGH 136 MENUNGGU LELAP DALAM KARYA 137 DON T LOVE ALL OF ME 140 SHE S BEEN TAUGHT 143 AKULAH PROLOG, INTRO, PEMBUKA, GERBANG 145 BACKSPACE, DELETE, ENTER 149 LET ME SLEEP 152 TAK PERLU PELIK 154 RUN, MOON, RUN 155

7 AMINKU 158 I VE BEEN WAITING FOR A TRAIN 160

8 An Expression Don t ever trust anything I express, A picture, a poem, a word, a gesture, a glance, It s always more than it should be, It s always less than it should be, It turns fiction seems real, It turns reality seems fictional, It s flawed, it s impaired, An expression mostly failed, Even this expression can t express, How incapable expression really is. October 4th 2012 S c a t t e r e d S u n s e t s S a t i r e s 8

9 You ve read this far, do you actually believe that everything written was real? don t. Because those were real and unreal at the same time, hold truths and lies at the same time, and simply because it s not perfectly express what it was meant to express. 9 S c a t t e r e d S u n s e t s S a t i r e s

10 As Do if you ask again do I, I d answer I do. if you ask again how, I d answer just as you do. if you run, I ll run beside you. if you stop, I ll stop too.. oh I do, I do too. if only, you do too. if only, if you knew. always more than you. December 6th 2012 S c a t t e r e d S u n s e t s S a t i r e s 10

11 Tell Me a Lie tell me a lie never tell me it was a lie pull me out from the truth never spoil me the absent truth take me to a corner in a dream never wake me up a dream splash me a pitying kindness never confess me the kindness blind me a glaring sunshine never show me the artificial sunshine carelessly tell me a lie carelessly tell me it wasn t a lie the lie wasn t a lie December 30th S c a t t e r e d S u n s e t s S a t i r e s

12 Sometimes the truth could be so ugly we feel like it might be better to hear a lie. Sometimes we just need to taste the sweetness of lie. The purity of white lie. Until we got a clue about the truth, then the lie spoiled, and tasted just as bitter. S c a t t e r e d S u n s e t s S a t i r e s 12